Mixed feelings....
Worried?
If i am, i'm not sure what Ziela feels :( Only got to know on Monday that Doc suspected her new born, Afiq, has problem with his heart. To what extend, nobody knows.. not even the Doc. They took Afiq back to hospital bcoz of jaundice. After the Doc did some test for jaundice, the Doc said to her that the baby may have problem with his heart coz the heart sounds "lain macam". When Ziela tried to ask further, the Doc seems clueless. So, the Doc gave her a few dates to come back for follow ups after he performed x-ray. For now, we're praying hard that Afiq doesn't have any serious heart problem.
Excited?
If i am, i'm sure the kids are more excited than i am :) They are really looking forward to meet up with Fikri and Aiman. My guess they haven't really know that their Su Wedok has oredi delivered another baby. Of course they heard the story but may not be able to feel it yet as they haven't seen Afiq. C and i went to shop for some books for his "biras" and the nephews at Kinokuniya last night. And during lunch time just now i went to shop for some more books. For Ziela, i oredi bought her something, which i have passed to BIL when he was in KL last week. Just hope she’ll like it :)
Tired?
If I am, what abt my immediate boss? Of course we’re all tired due to some uncertainties :( Life is as such anyways.. But, putting all that aside, just continue to do work lor.. and try to create some happy surroundings while we’re in the ofis. We’re like one big happy family. We like to “belanja” everybody with food or goodies eventho there is no special occasion whatsoever. Even the consultants working on the system passed comments like “….what we’re going to miss most after this project ends is the treat….” Oh well, eventho we’re feeling down with whatever it is, we always try to find reasons to buy cakes or desserts just to share with everybody else. Sapa yang diet tu, nasib la kan :)
Happy?
If I am not, there are still many happy and not happy people in this world. But, why shouldn’t I? I have everything in this world for some people to be jealous at. I have a hubby who cares and loves me to bits, 2 sons and 2 daughters who are cute and adorable, parents and parents-in-laws who are still healthy, inlaws who are so understanding, frens who shower me with their thotfulness and kindness, good health and rezeki, etc, etc, etc. There are so many good things in life that I can cherish and be grateful of :D Alhamdulillah syukur for all the great things in life Allah blessed me with :)
How about your feelings today? Hope you're feeling as good :) Alhamdulillah :D
If i am, i'm not sure what Ziela feels :( Only got to know on Monday that Doc suspected her new born, Afiq, has problem with his heart. To what extend, nobody knows.. not even the Doc. They took Afiq back to hospital bcoz of jaundice. After the Doc did some test for jaundice, the Doc said to her that the baby may have problem with his heart coz the heart sounds "lain macam". When Ziela tried to ask further, the Doc seems clueless. So, the Doc gave her a few dates to come back for follow ups after he performed x-ray. For now, we're praying hard that Afiq doesn't have any serious heart problem.
Excited?
If i am, i'm sure the kids are more excited than i am :) They are really looking forward to meet up with Fikri and Aiman. My guess they haven't really know that their Su Wedok has oredi delivered another baby. Of course they heard the story but may not be able to feel it yet as they haven't seen Afiq. C and i went to shop for some books for his "biras" and the nephews at Kinokuniya last night. And during lunch time just now i went to shop for some more books. For Ziela, i oredi bought her something, which i have passed to BIL when he was in KL last week. Just hope she’ll like it :)
Tired?
If I am, what abt my immediate boss? Of course we’re all tired due to some uncertainties :( Life is as such anyways.. But, putting all that aside, just continue to do work lor.. and try to create some happy surroundings while we’re in the ofis. We’re like one big happy family. We like to “belanja” everybody with food or goodies eventho there is no special occasion whatsoever. Even the consultants working on the system passed comments like “….what we’re going to miss most after this project ends is the treat….” Oh well, eventho we’re feeling down with whatever it is, we always try to find reasons to buy cakes or desserts just to share with everybody else. Sapa yang diet tu, nasib la kan :)
Happy?
If I am not, there are still many happy and not happy people in this world. But, why shouldn’t I? I have everything in this world for some people to be jealous at. I have a hubby who cares and loves me to bits, 2 sons and 2 daughters who are cute and adorable, parents and parents-in-laws who are still healthy, inlaws who are so understanding, frens who shower me with their thotfulness and kindness, good health and rezeki, etc, etc, etc. There are so many good things in life that I can cherish and be grateful of :D Alhamdulillah syukur for all the great things in life Allah blessed me with :)
How about your feelings today? Hope you're feeling as good :) Alhamdulillah :D
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7 Comments:
At this moment of time, I'm feeling excited and helpless at the same time.. Excited that Dynamites are finally in the final but helpless because I couldnt be there to watch and cheer them on!
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Hazyr, at 6/01/2006 8:09 AM
A very nice entry, my dear. Well written too! :) Enjoyed reading it very much. It sort of encompasses my feelings at the mo...
Hope Afiq will be OK and our prayers for Ziela and family.
Mwahs
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CestmoiCK, at 6/01/2006 12:51 PM
I hope Afiq will be just fine. You know when Mimi(S's sis) gave birth to her daughter in Japan 4 years ago, the doctor said the same thing - that there's something wrong with her heart - macam ada tiny lubang. We were all so worried, but hey, what do you know, she's all fine and healthy with no sign/trace of any heart disorder at all :) Alhamdulillah.
So, I hope it'd be the same with Afiq.
You guys have tons of fun ok!
Hugz
By
KC, at 6/01/2006 6:09 PM
Ryzah,
just hope the Dynamites will continue to do their best next year :)
*hugz*
By
rose, at 6/09/2006 10:44 AM
CK dear,
feelings is very subjective matter so my guess, try to find some happiness within ourselves whenever we're down :)
*mwahs*
By
rose, at 6/09/2006 10:47 AM
opppsss CK.. thanx for your prayers for Afiq *hugz*
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rose, at 6/09/2006 10:50 AM
Dear KC,
the same thing Dr said to Ziela when they went for follow up on Mon. Afiq will go for a scan on 26th June when he's more than a month old. My guess by that time it's safe to do such scan on him. It seems that his heart hasn't fully developed when he's born :)
Anyways, we did have fun there, esp the kids. I missed cuddling Afiq. He stayed quiet when i cuddled him.. maybe he knows that his Mama loves him so much, hehehe
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rose, at 6/09/2006 10:51 AM
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