I miss...

Recently i realised that i miss Abah terribly when C found some old tapes he took with the videocam. Watching those recordings, i cried when i heard Abah's voice again. That's the person i miss.. that's the voice i long to hear.. At that moment, i pray silently that i have the chance to spend another day with him. I don't know whether it's wrong or not for me to pray such but i couldn't help it :( Besides C, Abah was the other person i'll turn to, to talk abt anything and everything bcoz since i was small, i was very close to him. Eventho i never forget to doa for him after each prayer, i still miss Abah a lot :(

I asked C to get all the tapes copied into VCD/DVD so that we can play it again and again whenever we feel like. Besides having memories of Abah in there, the tapes have some other pictures of Simba, Faie, Fikri, Mak, etc. C said that he will record more events after this so that we will have something to treasure later :) Kids were so excited when they heard that. Maybe C & i should start a small project with the kids.. Perhaps we'll discuss with the kids.. perhaps..